Tuesday, October 25


Salam and Hi all.


Sometimes, we just feel like we want to disappear.
Even when we don't know why, there's no reason - just a feel to disappear. 
We want to find a place where no one can find us. Far away. Far away from people who know us.
We want to take a breath. A deep breath.

What's the place? We don't know. All we know is we want to escape.


Put on headphone and turn up the volume.
Then you can go anywhere.
You're still living in the same life.
Just escape for a while.

Look at me, I was being so happy with my friend.
but a friend can't help me to escape.
Trust me.
Your friend, couldn't help you. to. e-s-c-a-p-e

Just grab your headphone and escape.

Here's some of the songs I would play and help me to escape:
(1) Titanium - Sia
(2) Stressed Out - Twenty One Pilots
(3) Memories - Shawn Mendes
(4) Million Years Ago - Adele

I don't want to list all of them.

How about your escape song? Feels free to share with me on the comment section below.

Thank you for reading.

Don't forget to grab your headphone.

Till then.

Sunday, October 23

Birthday Gift


and Hi all.

I really really hope you are doing very well.

It has been awhile since my last update, I'm dead missing to talk to you.
I'm seriously a bit busy now, I've tons of things to do - but it's okay to me, because I know this is the time to work a little harder.

You don't have any ideas about what I'm doing now, what makes me being a busier person. I won't tell you guys since I'm still under training, but trust me - once I got it, I'll tell you what it is about, and your mind will be blown.
Just pray for me and keep wishing me the best.

Break a leg! - I'm saying to myself.

I've got lots of stories to share, to tell, to blog about. but just - I don't have much time for this.

and what happened to me yesterday?
I got a call from a friend, it has been a long time since our last meeting.
She asked me. "What day is today?"
And I directly said "Happy Birthday".
It's not about I care less about her - I don't forget but I just not sure.

I feel awful.

Thanks Allah, I'm right - the day is her birthday.
I was afraid if I'm wrong, but I saved my life. Hahaha.

I told her "I remember your birthday, but I'm a bit busy today. Actually I want to call you this night."

I gave this to my housemate on his birthday last month.
It's very simple but I hope it's meaningful to her.

I've always gave people I know a present on their birthday - and it always be a bar of chocolate with a sweet note.

but still, there are few important date that I have forgotten.

I should set up a few reminders. Should I?
or keep giving them a white lie whenever I forgot?

Till then.