Thursday, November 10

Endless battle?


Assalamualaikum and hi all.

What's up? Long time no see. Well I was busy and still busy, but I feel like I want to blog today. so yah.

Anyways, I really really hope you are in pink of health.

What happened to the world lately? I don't know much about politics and I hate talking about politics because it could breaks people apart. But what I do is care about people. I care.
It is not easy to admit that he won, I hate to say he's the president now.

When free turns into hate. World might be much more scarier.
If you ask me what I want for the world? I want it to become a place that we can live harmoniously. Without hate. Without fight. Without war.

Literally, if I've got a wand and it could be waved.
I would waved it and the world would be cured.
But I don't have the power,

Yes. Today. He has a power on the world because of the 54 million people who voted him.
Yes. He had no political experience but had chance to win. I don't even get it.
I don't even understand, and keep asking. why? and why?
I don't know how it turned out that way.

I fear for the Muslims, for the people, for the world, for the women - who had fought for their rights.
They might feel unsafe now and maybe feel helpless. I want them to live freely and achieve their goals.
why not just let them be? why his speeches go against them?

Some might say, I'm not even from America. Why do I care about this?
Simple. because I care about people. and I'm Muslim. I don't do hate.
Does it makes sense?

I know maybe this is an endless battle that we're fighting for.
But no point to give up, it won't change anything.
We still have God that we believe in. Keep praying.


I struggle to be a positive person, to spread positive vibes to others.
Can you all be together with me in this difficult time to stay positive?
We need to come together and spread loves. Don't let fear win. Speak out.
We need to educate people, children to be kind. We so desperately need it for the world today.

Till then.
p.s: Pray for me and my studies.



Tuesday, October 25

ESCAPE


Salam and Hi all.

E-S-C-A-P-E?

Sometimes, we just feel like we want to disappear.
Even when we don't know why, there's no reason - just a feel to disappear. 
We want to find a place where no one can find us. Far away. Far away from people who know us.
We want to take a breath. A deep breath.

What's the place? We don't know. All we know is we want to escape.

Easy.

Put on headphone and turn up the volume.
Then you can go anywhere.
well,
You're still living in the same life.
Just escape for a while.


Look at me, I was being so happy with my friend.
Ahaaaa,
but a friend can't help me to escape.
Trust me.
Your friend, couldn't help you. to. e-s-c-a-p-e

Just grab your headphone and escape.

Here's some of the songs I would play and help me to escape:
(1) Titanium - Sia
(2) Stressed Out - Twenty One Pilots
(3) Memories - Shawn Mendes
(4) Million Years Ago - Adele

I don't want to list all of them.

How about your escape song? Feels free to share with me on the comment section below.

Thank you for reading.

Don't forget to grab your headphone.
and.
ESCAPE.

Till then.

Sunday, October 23

Birthday Gift


Assalamualaikum.

and Hi all.

I really really hope you are doing very well.

It has been awhile since my last update, I'm dead missing to talk to you.
I'm seriously a bit busy now, I've tons of things to do - but it's okay to me, because I know this is the time to work a little harder.

and,
You don't have any ideas about what I'm doing now, what makes me being a busier person. I won't tell you guys since I'm still under training, but trust me - once I got it, I'll tell you what it is about, and your mind will be blown.
Just pray for me and keep wishing me the best.

Break a leg! - I'm saying to myself.

I've got lots of stories to share, to tell, to blog about. but just - I don't have much time for this.

and what happened to me yesterday?
I got a call from a friend, it has been a long time since our last meeting.
She asked me. "What day is today?"
And I directly said "Happy Birthday".
Whattttttttttttttttttttt?
It's not about I care less about her - I don't forget but I just not sure.

I feel awful.

Thanks Allah, I'm right - the day is her birthday.
I was afraid if I'm wrong, but I saved my life. Hahaha.

I told her "I remember your birthday, but I'm a bit busy today. Actually I want to call you this night."


I gave this to my housemate on his birthday last month.
It's very simple but I hope it's meaningful to her.

I've always gave people I know a present on their birthday - and it always be a bar of chocolate with a sweet note.

but still, there are few important date that I have forgotten.

I should set up a few reminders. Should I?
or keep giving them a white lie whenever I forgot?

Till then.


Saturday, September 24

Grammar Police


Salam and Hi all.

I hope you are doing well.

Lemme straight to the point.

English is not our native language, isn't it?

Few grammatical flaws would be okay if your reader/listener have the meaning of what you're saying - unless you're dealing with essay, formal speeches etc.

Well sometimes there is insufferable grammar people. I would like to call them grammar police.

For me as a blogger, I think when your meaning is understood, perfect grammar isn't necessary. But, but it is important to keep it to a minimum. Minimum!
I'm not saying about writing an essay or any formal thingy. I'm saying about blog post to be clear.

I always find errors when I read my published blog post - to be honest.
I swear sometimes I'm so lazy to correct it immediately. So I just leave it tho, I realized the mistakes I made.
Yes my grammar might not be perfect.

I always wanted you to get and focus on what I want to deliver - the message not about the grammar.
If you want to focus on my grammar, would you give a paper and let me write an essay?


No offense and I really don't care -,-

What you should do if someone corrects your grammar on your blog post:
(1)   Correct your text.
(2)   Thanks them and leave it.

You don't even have to apologize in advance for your grammar imperfections.

It's not about you tho, it's all about grammar police who is the real fan of English I think - so just chill and make the change.
Life is too short to be sad.

No one will assume you're dumb anyway.

Remember this: if someone want to help you improve your English, they will be showing you the errors but not in public. Not in public.
Yes your grammar can be polished by grammar police btw.
Otherwise, they just can't see any incorrect things because they are perfect - not like you! Ahaks!

Keep growing and learning - be confident!

Bye y'all.

Monday, September 19

Going thru Perak - Part 1


Salam and Hi all.

Homigod, I miss all my dolls and readers so much.
I'm so sorry for not updating my blog regularly.

I'm so chipsmore, isn't it?

Recently my friends/housemates went to Ipoh-Lumut where is located somewhere in Perak.
Since we are studying at UPSI, so here we go!


Actually it took us long time to make this decision to cross Perak. We wanted to go to Fraser's Hill at first, but we couldn't. We had our own reasons btw.

So this is the first place we went to, Gunung Lang.



So beautiful it is! You should go and look by yourself.
If you want to go the island, it's not an island btw yet I dunno what to call it. Hahaha. But yah, somewhere that you need to take a boat.
It's only RM 3. You should go there! Please I'm begging.
But if you don't want, it's okay then.

Nevermind, here is how the "island" looks like:



One of my favourite places there. It looks like in a fairy tales thingy. I literally like it.


I swear I love love love the view.
Anyway, I'm so sorry if I look messy in the photo above. Hahaha.


It looks so classic - like you and me. LOL.



my friends and I, they are so adorable 

for those who loves to take pictures kind of thing - this is the place you should go because there are lots of places at the "island" that you can take pictures and I think you are going to love it.


There is like a mini zoo, I also don't even know what to call it. Hahaha.
But there are ostrich and deer - but you are not allowed to give any foods to them.
But you can take pictures.


roses are red, violets are blue, my eye-bags look so bad.

My tired faceeeeeee - the "island" is quite big to walk thru. so yahhhh I was so knackered.
Forgive me for all the flaws on my face btw. TT__TT
and,
In the range 1 to 10. I would give 7/10.
I love the view and all the facilities like surau, toilet and stuff is in a good condition.
The place is also suitable for all kids, young adults and adults.

p.s: this is the part 1 of the stories. I will update more later. Thanks y'all for reading this - and don't forget to hit a comment down below. Peace.

oh ya, Apologize if you are bored with the photos. Hehe.

Bye peeps!

Wednesday, September 14

My Raya Haji.


Salam and Hi all.

Wow it has been a while since my last post and now we are in September.

How fast time flies?
We don't even know.

To be frank, nothing much happened but I have like a lot to blog about. Haha Idk but I think so.

oh ya,
Muslims still celebrating Hari Raya I believe - so Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslim friends.
and congratulations to all who still in a holiday, well I already at UPSI but all classes are cancelled for today yet tomorrow I have a class which is OOP JAVA.
One of my favourite classes btw.

I wanted to do a room/dorm tour and show you guys who is my room looks like.
But now I'm a bit lazy - I'm a hardworking student instead. heh.


I swear I'm not that fat huaaaa TT__TT
if you are wondering how was my makeup? 


simple makeup by me for Hari Raya. hehe.

my dad did a korban but I'm not as busy as my dad and bros. I just lepak lepak and watched Train to Busan at night.
Honestly I hate hate hate the story. The story and plot is great but I hate sad story. I really am. I can't help.

how was your raya?

till then,
bye y'all.



Monday, August 29

Giveaway 400 by AsyaAmin


Salam all.
and Hi.

I'm about to join a giveaway.
Frankly I wanted to take a part on this giveaway because AsyaAmin or I used to call her Adda is my friend. I literally want to support my friend.
We haven't met yet but we really have a nice friendship since 2011 I think - If I'm not mistaken.

So yah.


I've done all the requirements and I hope I can be one of the winners.

To anyone who want to join the giveaway.
You can click on the photo above and I will bring you there.
Or here is the link:



Saturday, August 27

Exam Anxiety


Salam and Hi all.

Recently, a Spm-er texted me on Wechat.
and she told me:

She worried about her upcoming SPM, the real one. She don't know what to do.
She studied a lot but still can't cope with those study thingy.
and stuff like that.

(I deleted her texts - so I'm sorry I can't show it here)

Apparently she needs some motivations - I guess. I don't know if I can or I'm the right one to give her some inspirations and stuff.
Because I'm not a speaker nor a counselor etc.
But I love to give people my opinion especially on students or pre teen.

So I did, I gave her advises and tips thingy.
I always loved to do that tho.

Personally I think what she worried about is not the exam, basically its about herself - her own ability.
To be clearer, she scared of failure - plus she don't believe herself. This is what we called: Pressure for Perfection.
Which can lead you to be stressful, can't sleep well and worry a lot. etc.
That's why you become one of negative persons - and lose your confidence.

To be frank, when I was about to face the SPM back then. I was a bit nervous on subject that I really really wanted to score such as Physics and Add-Math.
But Alhamdulillah I was able to overcome my nervousness. It's not that hard.


What you can do is, just ignore that feeling. That feeling is normal and natural - but it is totally rubbish!
That feeling will gives your brain negative messages like "I think I can't do this", "It's hard", "I know I can't reach my target" etc.
You must replace this with positive thoughts such as "The feeling is totally crap", "I can do this", "Will give a try and do my best".

You have to be positive before you go in for exam.

You might say: It's hard, I can't, how blablabla

Trust me, it won't be working if you keep asking. Just do it!

If I can, why not you?

What you have to think and set on your mind is YOU CAN DO THIS!
No one knows your abilities as much as yourself.
Put your target mengikut kemampuan diri.
Don't push yourself that much. Live happily!

You don't have to be perfect in exam tho.
You have to do your best.
YOUR BEST. NOT HER/HIS BEST OR YOUR MOM/DAD BEST.
Failing to reach your target is not the end of the world.

You just have to keep focusing on your exam.
Strive earnestly - as much as you can.
Keep studying for the exam and enjoy your life at the same time.

Try to imagine yourself with flying colours etc.
It might helps - maybe a bit.
Lantaklah orang nak kata you berangan ke apa.
This is for yourself to gain some confidence. Just do it!

I don't say you have to be so so so confident and then you tak dapat you frustrated blahblah.
You just need to know your own ability and be confident with it.

Thank you for sharing your worries girl.
Staying calm yourself.

All the best for the exam and future.
Peace.


Wednesday, August 24

My Today Wednesday.


Salam all. Hi.

I woke up in the morning.
Laid on my bed for about 10 minutes while checking on my phone.

Today is a Wednesday, tomorrow is Thursday.
How fast time flies.
I literally don't know what to do today.
Started thinking what to eat for my breakfast.
Wanted to make a Milo and a bread with fried egg in the middle.
I did. I ate.

Then I turned on the tv.
Nothing interests me.
Turned off.


Wednesday.
I should update my blog today.
But my laziness - I can't help it.
Literally.

Whatever.
Should I begin packing stuff?
Will be going back to UPSI less than a fortnight.
My semester break? Lame. Bored.
Doing the same thing over and over again everyday.
Being bored is boring.

Took my phone.
Checking some stuff on Wattpad. Decided to read some Harry Potter stories.
I chose Hogwarts with the Marauders.
Stopped my reading at Chapter 9.

Turned on my laptop and updating my blog.
Here I am, writing an entry.

Hehehe.
Gerak lu pape roger.


Monday, August 22

Answered


Salam and Hi peeps!

It's me Ee. So in this entry I'm going to answer all the questions or numbers y'all have chosen on previous post. You can hit HERE if you are wondering.
Let's go ahead.

1 (asked by Zulhilmi)
Full name:
My full name is Nurul Farozze. If you are wondering how to pronounce it, it is (Fa-ro-zi)
Don't ask me the meaning, because I don't know. and its kinda unique I know. I'm proud of that!
Actually I got the name because I was born at the moment my dad started his business and the product name is Rozze - wangian stuff like that.
It has been 20 years and takda dah pun that thing. Just call me Ee (E-e) anyway.

5 (asked by Scya Lollita, Mazni Munawar, nadhie wueen, Anis Diyana)
Crush:
His name Nadhir. He is very intelligent guy.
He's the first man who I've a crush on. and he is mine now, ever! Hopefully he don't read my blog!

And brother Zulhilmi is so funny. Hahaha. go check his blog - HIT HERE
Anyway, I don't eat tempoyak but I love durian.

6 (asked by Nurul Aini, ayunie ramli)
Ever fell in love:
Yes when I was 19 and I still love the same person.

7 (asked by Vanilla, CP)
Favourite food:
Pizza and Sushi. Udang sambal. Ikan bakar with air asam something (I don't know). Crab.

12 (asked by Iz Rdn, nurul rasya, Mazni Munawar)
Addiction:
What am I addicted to? I think it must be Coffee,
Or sometimes it's Milo or Chocolate. Omg. You say it, dark, milk etc. etc. I love it all.
If you are wondering what thing I can't live without, it's my laptop or my phone and the movie Harry Potter. Hehe.

16 (asked by stnrsyfh Sya, Nurulatika Yunus, Eyja)
One Wish:
I wish I can be like Harry Potter. Because I've always wanted to meet the Voldemort and ask him, where's his nose and what happened to it. etc.


Too many questions about his nose. I can't help.

17 (asked by Syaza Raihanah, Tashira z, Yumee Dream)
Best time in my life:
The bestest time in my life would be, em when I was in Matriculation Program. I have learned tons of things - gained some priceless experiences over the year.

That was my first time ever away from my parents. and I felt a bit free at that moment- that was what I've been looking. Hehe. Tapi I menangis lah the first week tu,
Because yknow my dad is overprotective back then. But that is totally okay. I love the way he raised me up.
Yang paling I suka,
I can eat Maggi or Mee Sedaap Goreng whenever I want and can spend money on anything I want.
And actually at 18-19 year old, I belajar kenal diri sendiri. It is a huge chapter in my life. Literally.

19 (asked by nadiah izzaty)
Plan on getting married:
InshaAllah. I'm waiting for Nadhir to finish his HND and after that, maybe.
I want to get married before 25. Hahaha.

20 (asked by nurul rasya)
Favourite Subject:
Physics, Math and Add-Math. Chemistry (few Chapters)
Add-Math is the subject that I love the most.

21 (asked by Sheeka Azli, Nuraini Munira J, Haslinda Ganing, Mazni Munawar, nadhie wueen)
Insecure:
First, thank you Sheeka my friend hehe. We can have chit chat sometimes. kan? =D
What makes me feel insecure is someone who is very very brilliant, intelligent etc.
I always want to be more excellent lah macamtu, I take it as a challenge lah then. Like "if they can, why not me?"
Yes healthy way!

I suka study tapi I tak suka pergi class.

23 (asked by Hami Asraff)
Miss anyone:
I miss my late brother. It's been about 8 or 9 years he passed away.

24 (asked by Belahan Jiwa)
Worst habbit:
I makan tak pernah habis. I memang and mesti tinggalkan few sisa thingy on my plate. I don't know how to licinkan pinggan. I seriously am.

26 (asked by Iqwa-niera, nadiah izzaty, nadhie wueen)
Biggest fear:
Lizard. Yes Cicak. I can't I swear.
You can ask my roommate, I memang menjerit, lompat and whatnot.
Kat rumah I jarang sangat ada, tapi kalau dekat hostel. Yes!
Kalau ada cicak dalam toilet memang I takkan masuk! or dalam bilik I dekat hostel - kalau ada, I literally can't sleep!
Omg it looks like a baby crocodile. Memang scary gila.

28 (asked by nurul rasya)
Something I hate:
I hate lizard, crocodile, snake, all reptiles. Durian crepe. I love love durian but not the crepe one!
I don't do hate people. I just hate taking care on someone's shit.

29 (asked by Mas)
Favourite Movie:


Harry Potter series of course. (well I'm a Potterhead)
Besides - Colonia, Bridge to Terabithia, Maleficent. All are highly recommended!
Banyak lah, I love fantasy, fairy tales - that kind of movie! Suggest me any movies?
Anyway, I usually watching online HERE! check it out.

30 (asked by Ahmad Hasif, Eyqa Zq, Tashira z, Rara Zack)
Jealous of:
To be honest I'm not jealous of anything or anyone at this time.
I literally don't do jealous. I really am.
But people if you are a jealousy person, that's natural. The jealousy is healthy what! but too much is not good. Understand?

Oh ya I got one thing! Homigod. I really really jealous of people who can eat a lot, macam perut diorang banyak gila kosong. Because I makan sikit pun dah kenyang.
I dunno. I want to eat a lot. LOTSSSS! But I just can't. TT__TT

That's all.
I would like to thank y'all for the comments.
I LOVE YOU ALL. That kind of entry is so fun lah in my opinion.
Thank you so much. 


Thursday, August 18

Hit me a Number


Salam and Hi all people.

I've seen many bloggers post this kind of Q&A entry onto their blog.
and I've always wanted to do so, I think it's pretty fun! plus, I don't have much time to blog now because I've a kid to take care of.

So,


Yes I did the photo. Ahaaa.
Hit me a number in the comment section below.

Bye peeps!

Tuesday, August 16

Nursery Rhymes


Salam and Hi all.

I hope you are doing very well.
I've been busy quite busy these days - taking care of my nieces and nephews.
There are lots of stories to tell you all but not now.

Memang dari dulu I dah biasa dengan baby and kid. I'm a good babysitter.
Yah I really love kids and they love me as well. For real. Hahaha.
I pernah babysit my cousins plus my niece, so 4 of them - My niece was a baby at that time.
That was literally pufffhhhh (mind blown)

I buat susu sambil dukung baby. Dukung dua orang sekali. I tak boleh bangun sebab diorang akan menangis. I mandikan, basuh this and that! too many to story.
That's a bit weird kut because I'm not married, still. and I was a teen but do babysitting is fun and give me experiences.
That I can be a supermom in the future. Well. Hahaha.

Actually I ada masa sikit to blog for now because my niece is sleeping.
Lets get started before she wakes up.

One of my nieces, her name Sara. 

One of the things I must do when I babysit them - I will let them watching Nursery Rhymes either I it play on tv or laptop/phone/tablet etc. 
They really really like it and akan diam or tidur. Easy kan.
So today I would like to share few Nursery Rhymes or Channels on Youtube that my babies and I like.


This is superb awesome and I like it. I like the animations, songs and all. also the dance. Haha.


I love this. super! Hahaha. The channel is very good. I had play all the playlists and videos like for hours. They didn't get bored at all. You should check their Channel and Subscribe!
I love all their videos. The animations are very very good, the graphic is superb. Everything is awesome!
Few songs I love as weel, from the same channel:




Ya Allah there are too many videos on this channel yang I suka. If you have baby or kid. Please lah get your baby and watch all of them. You have to. Please do this for your baby. Hahaha.
Another videos from different channel:


Omg this channel is incredible cute. I swear. Hahaha.


There are tons of videos your baby will like to watch!
The channel is, Dava and Ava - Nursery Rhymes and Baby Songs.
Check it out, all moms and dads and babysitters out there.

Anyways, Nursery Rhymes is so helpful for babies to build their vocabulary.
They are very very good for the brain which can builds memories capabilities that can be applied to any activities. You know what I mean? You have to.

Here is the link of Little Baby Bum:

Bye all.
See you soon.



Friday, August 12

My Makeup Story Tag


Salam and Hi all.

I have been tagged by the pretty Dayana, thank you for that.
Yah this is cool!

In this post, I am sharing with all my darlings out there my makeup story.
I've answered all the 8 questions. So enjoy.


1. How old were you when you started wearing makeup?
I started experimenting with makeup when I was probably about 18 or 19. Anyway, my sister did my makeup once when I was 14 - if I'm not mistaken. I feel so fabulous back then.

Eyes liner was the first makeup item I ever wore.
I remember my first blue mascara. Actually I tersilap beli, I thought it is black mascara because the packaging is in black. I was noob! Yes wearing that few times - fantabulous kan? In fact, I really enjoy it (TT__TT)

2. How did you get into makeup?
My love for makeup thingy has just grown naturally. I don't know. actually I used to be a girl who not a big fan of makeup. I don't hate it and I don't hate people who wearing makeup - I just not a big fan of it. I had a very pale skin tone - orang selalu cakap muka I macam tak sihat, no energy etc.
Kalau keluar pun I pakai hentam je kan.
So I wanted to put some colours on my pale face to enhance my natural beauty lah konon. Since then I got into makeup!

3. What are some of your favourite brands?
I am using drugstore brands for now - because I'm beginner and still learning how to apply this and that, so drugstore tersangatlah sesuai for beginners like me.
Actually there are tons of brands I've never tried. But brands I've been using are Maybelline, in2it, Silkygirl, Sendayu Tinggi, Essence, Elianto. I don't know which one to choose - to be frankly, I love so many of them!
Actually I jarang sangat sangat pakai eyeshadow sebab I malas and I rasa tak perlu.

4. What does makeup mean to you?
To me, I think makeup is super duper fun! It makes me happy.
Its helped me to enhance my features, yknow. It is an enhancement,
and it meant confidence to be honest! Whadya think?

5. If you could only wear 4 products on your face, what would they be?
My picks:
Sendayu Tinggi DOLL SKIN Foundation,
SILKYGIRL Photo Perfect Concealer.
Essence Big Lashes mascara.
IN2IT Colour Stix Moist Pink Passion (to warm up my pale face)

6. What is your favourite thing about makeup?
It's fun and very enjoyable. I swear! and I love the way it gives confidence.

7. What do you think of drugstore VS high end makeup?
I've always wanted to try high end makeup. But I realize Imma beginner, so I decided once I dah Pro in makeup thingy, I'll purchase those high end.
Anyways, there are lots of drugstore products that work very well.
Plus, I lagi suka spend my money on Pizza or Subway!

8. What is the one makeup trend you've never understood?
Nothing. Makeup is easy. Hahaha acah acah.
I think, brows kut. I pernah try guna Eyebrow Pencil but so sad - I nampak macam cartoon and I hate it. So yah I'm using powder je. Easy!
Plus my brows tak payah nak touch up too much. Hehehe thank you brows!

that's that.
Actually there are many many many things I want to share with you all!
But I'm so lazy nak post entry panjang panjang.
Because I pun pemalas nak baca.

p/s I makeup kalau rajin je!

I tag : ATHEERA . NAKAHIME . SYAZA

For any questions or suggestions, kindly leave a comment below.
Peace yo!



Tuesday, August 9

I am Struggling


Salam all.
and Hi.

I swear I am struggling to keep my blog updated. It's pretty fun to have a blog, but it's not always easy.
I really want to blog at least twice a week. But yah I admit I don't have that much writing abilities - which can blog every single day!
I don't have any posting schedule anyway.

Sometimes I feel like I don't give a shit on that such things.
I am blogging for myself. I really enjoyed blogging time - I really am.
But it just nice when you get more visitors and readers.
When people sharing the message in my post with other people out there.
It just nice yknow!

I just don't like the feeling when I don't have anything good for you to read.
I still remember when I started blog back then, I was very committed to updating my blog - even on every single day!

But now:
I don't know what to write about.
I don't know where to start/
Act like I'm the busiest girl in the world.
I am so lazy.
Like literally!

I was like:
I want to update my blog tomorrow,
or maybe next few days.
or next week. blahblahblah.
See?

last weekend I went to Kedah. again. I know I look so ugly there! huahua

Actually I do have like tonnes of things to write about and now I realized I'm not struggling for ideas but the laziness - I can't stop being lazy!

Now I will try my best to motivate myself to update my blog regularly.
Okay. Challenge accepted!


Thursday, August 4

PIXY Whitening Two Way Cake - Perfect Fit


Salam all.
and Hi.

It's been awhile since my last post - I know I have not written as much as I would liked to and I really really want to update my blog more often but em yah. haha.

I am so happy because I got my parcel today, its from Mandom Beauty, thank you so much for the Free Sample of PIXY Whitening Two Way Cake Perfect Fit.


I've always wanted to do a product review of any products I used, I don't know I just want to help girls out there.
So here is a review on PIXY Whitening Two Way Cake Perfect Fit.


I think it's quite match my skin, basically my skin tone is yellow-ish - but because of lighting etc, so it looks brighter in the photo above and I'm so sorry for that.
Frankly, I think the Natural Beige shade is match with any skin tones unless your skin is too darker, it's not suitable then you should use Tropical Beige.

PROS
The powder does not feel heavy.
and what I like the most about the powder is it blends out smoothly - what makes it is very suitable for touch ups.
of course I like it because it contains vitamin C and SPF 15! It just nice. and the formula does not dry out my skin.

CONS
What I dislike about this product is it just stays about 2 hours. But it is okay, You can retouch your face.

I think it just nice to give you a very fresh and more natural look. And for the coverage is light to medium.
The price is nearly RM 19.90, if I wasn't mistaken so yah it is super affordable for teenagers out there.

If you want the powder to stay longer on your face or to look smoother, you can use it through wet method which is you just lembabkan sponge and pakai macam biasa. Plus I swear I really like the sponge.


See my niece in Natural Beige. Hehehe. The powder is super easy to blend!

The cake is also available in 5 shades:

Overall, I would like to give 8.5/10

Till then,
bye!


Saturday, July 30

Foundation Oxidizes


Salam all. Hi.

Wow I just start again after a few days hiatus from blogging. I don't know, I was not on that mood.
Never mind, it's all right now.
I want to share with all my girlfriends out there or maybe with boys who are reading this post.
Yah after this you boleh lah belagak dengan your girlfriend/wife/sister/friend etc. that you are good in makeup thingy. haha.

Actually this post is very special to girl who is just starting to get into make-up thing or yang selama ni curious, like you don't know what is wrong with your foundation or your skin tone.
So I want to help you, even a bit - so I hope this post might helps you to choose right foundation for you and your skin tone, you can feel fabulous then.

To people who don't know, what is foundation - it is kind of paint for your skin, applied to your skin to cover your flaws or to change the skin tone to look more flawless etc. understand?

Sometimes kan bila you pakai foundation and few hours later you rasa your skin is darker than the originally applied or dull macam tu kan, and you simply conclude that foundation is not suitable for your skin-color then you buy another foundation which is more brighter than before.
Lepastu you rasa macam tepung dekat muka so you give up and you frust lepastu you moody because you dah habis duit for that crap beauty product.

When your foundation goes darker on you, its called oxidization. Yah so you have to know foundation you pakai tu oxidizes ke tak.
I personally pernah experience tau, I memang noob lah so I don't know why this happens but I was like lantaklah - I want to look tan, come on tan is pretty!
I memang noob till I searched the net for info.


It actually can be frustrating to girl who want to look fair and light all day,
Relax okay.

Oxidation happens when the formula in the foundation react to our facial oils.
But jangan ingat this process happens to one with oily skin je - it also possible happens to one with combination and what not.
The temperature, the environmental weather - are also the factors.
or maybe it happens because of sunblock which is containing Titanium dioxide and Zinc oxide or powder yang you applied after the foundation.
Tapi janganlah you stop pakai sunblock pulak, you should.
Well I tak pakai pun sebab I malas, so I pakai payung je. hehe.

What I can suggest you to avoid your foundation from oxidizes is use a primer.
It not only helps your foundation stay longer - it also separate the oils on your skin from the foundation. Dia macam lock your face, so dia akan prevent or minimize the oxidation process.
So to those yang pakai sunblock, please apply primer after, that you can build a barrier.

But if you think primer is not so helpful, you can use foundation that is one-two shades brighter than your skin tone.
So bila dia oxidizes, it will becomes darker and sama dengan your normal skin tone. Brilliant!
Kalau you kata, you have oily skin type and you decided to avoid oil based foundation so dia takkan oxidizes blablabla.
No no, all foundations have chance to oxidizes.

Kalau tanya I, memang I pakai a bit darker than my normal skin tone.
Macam Maybelline punya cake, actually my skin tone memang kena dgn Natural, but I'm using darker which is Honey. Foundation pun sama. I don't know I memang suka tan skin tone.
Actually susah tau to look tan. Selalu failed lah hahaha.
Whatever redah je.

Hopefully, this post is helpful lah. If you have any questions. kindly ask me. dont be shy.
And if you have more tips, tell me babe!

Okay ciao.

Tuesday, July 26

Notebook Giveaway by Eeca Shyaa


Salam All and Hi.

I memang jarang join any giveaway but
I just found an interesting giveaway. I was very excited when I saw it.


So today...
I want to join this giveaway because I really really love notebook.
Especially one with adorable design etc. FYI I have a random collection of notebooks. yay!


Click the banner above if you are interested to join the Giveaway. or click the link down below


There are few steps to enter the giveaway:

1. Be the follower of the blog. DONE
I'm one of your darlings now. ahaks!

2. Add her on Facebook. DONE

3. Create an entry. DONE
4. Tag 3 people to join. DONE

5. Leave my entry link in the comment box. DONE

Hopefully I can be one of the winners and get the notebook.
Wish me luck!

Bye guys.
Ciao.


Saturday, July 23

Nothing Much.


Salam all and Hi.

I'm AWAP.

What's up?
em. Nothing much. Just the usual.

I'm on my semester break still. I literally got nothing to do. Plus, I don't even know what to do, I have no clue.
Bored? Yah so sad. I keep watching the series Harry Potter and HIMYM over and over again.
Well Harry Potter is my favorite for watching.
I'm not working at my dad's office, I decided. Because its kinda boring, I swear!

and Piano Tiles is currently my favorite apps. First time I tengok my lil cousin played the game, I was like "What the stupid game?", and I decided to give a try then hambikkkau, addicted! Its a drug, damn it!

em I just checked my exam results last night. yah I'm happy because I still get the first class. but tak banyak bertambah. Its better than last semester, but just a bit. I want to get 4.0, I can't tapi hampir hampir. Alhamdulillah. Course I'm thankful.
I want to do better on next semester, InshaAllah.  Pray for me!

my simple makeup look, I just touch up sikit sikit je

I went to Kedah last Thursday. yah Kedah is nice cuma panas sikit.
I thought Perak ni dah panas kaw kaw, suprisingly Kedah lagi panas baqhang! Hahaha.

Another me. Feelin' so hot yet I know Imma cool kid, mannn

Anyways, I have to get back to UPSI on 3rd or 4th September.
I still tak plan apa apa for next semester I just want to do the best.
and guess what? I will join Taekwondo. Just don't underestimate me okay.
Actually, I takut jugak lah because I admit I'm weak on my physical part yet I am strong at the heart part. yknow what I mean?
But I hope I will improve my physical weakness.
Wish me luck!

Till then,
bye y'all.
Kisses.


Tuesday, July 19

Software Eng. Q&A


Salam all.
and Hi.

I am not a guru thing that I am not here to teach you you the exact what to do to become a Software Engineer or what to prepare before you further your studies in Software Engineering,
yet I am here to suggest you few ways/tips to prepare before you take this course since someone has asked me :

"Kalau lepas spm macam mana nak prepare dari awal? What should I do?"

I think this is such a popular question.
and to those who sent me emails. I want to thank you for asking.

I am proud of you because yes you just know what you want in your life. What you want to be. etc.
Frankly, when I was at your age I did not know what I want to be. I followed the flow and tadaaa here I am.


So today, I want to answer that question:
Okay, kalau lepas Spm. What I can suggest you is, ambil Diploma or Matriculation Programme.

If you choose to be in Matriculation Programme:
You need to take the 2nd/3rd Module because Foundation of Computer Science is one of the subjects.
Yes Foundation, so tak banyak yang you akan belajar but seriously it is going to be so helpful when you further your studies in degree.
It is more like an introduction to each topic. Introduction to Database, Programming and what not.
Part yang paling I suka is bukan belajar 100% theories tapi jugak kita practice. So you will gain so so many skills, knowledge etc.

Kalau ikut experience I,
I banyak ponteng class masa dekat Matrik. Haha (jangan contohi)
So 70+% memang I belajar sendiri. The algorithm, Start dari how to draw a pseudocode etc memang I belajar all by myself. and class tutor memang helpful sangat. I tak boleh ponteng class tutor sebab cikgu tutor I ni akan cari sampai bilik siapa tak datang class. so what do you expect? memang tak lah nak skip class dia.

The very first time I kena practice coding was suck! I memang blur. But in few mins I started my first coding and tadaaaa Alhamdulillah I love coding till now.
Memang since I sekolah I suka problem solving questions that is why I love Math all my life!
End all the flashbacks here. Enough!

Diploma in Computer Science is another good choice:
I am not sure apa yang you akan belajar but I think it is a good choice.
Maybe Diploma in Programming pun okay. I don't know much about Diploma. I am so sorry.

What If you choose Pre-University?
I tak tahu kalau ada subject Computer Science etc in Pre-Uni.
I have many friends from Pre-Uni yang tak ada apa apa basic in IT/Computer etc. Yes yes yes, they have to struggle more and more. It's may be a little bit stressful. Yalah, bila orang lain dah catch up and you still terkapai-kapai (I am so sorry kalau term I tak guna tak betul)
But yes you know what I mean? I hope so.
I can feel them. I tolong mana yang I mampu. Cuma belum bukak kelas tuition berbayar je. Hahaha. Joke! Don't be too serious guys.

So you can choose any ways you want. Strive for it and be the best on everything you do!

Anyways, I belajar HTML language before and after Spm. Well because I am a blogger and I did my site all by my own dari header sampai footer.
Dulu blog I penuh dengan design and pink with all the cute stuff (siapa sempat kenal I masa tu tahu lah hahaha)
Well well I grew up and yaaaa this is how my blog looks like. It also grew up.

To that Anonymous, I think you dah boleh search and belajar sebanyak sedikit about programming. Jangan banyak sangat pun takpa. Just kind of introduce yourself to computer and technology world! Wehuuuu.
Any question, you can ask me or send me an email.
Or you nak tengok contoh assignment? *Voldemort laughs

Oh yaaa. Last,
This course is not suitable for someone who want learning to be easy. Em, well just my two cents.

Byeeeee!
Till then,



Sunday, July 17

My Niece Imitates Me.


Salam all Muslims.
and Hi to non-Muslims.

Few days back, when I was performing Zohor.
My lil 4 year old niece came close to me and imitates me.
She Rukuk when I Rukuk. She sujood when I sujood. and so on.
The funny part, when sujood in the last Rakaat was a bit longer then she decided untuk bangun and go somewhere else I don't know till I finish untuk tahiyat akhir, he came back and do tahiyat akhir.
She called me whilst I am praying. etc. Lol.
And she was "Zera dah solat dah".

Guess what? dia just pakai seluar without baju.
Hahaha. I was struggling to gain khusyuk in the prayer!

Well usually orang kita suka paksa/practice anak untuk berpuasa padahal baru 4 to 6 year old.
Tapi bila pasal solat. Tak tekankan pula. Ajarlah solat dulu.
Tak betul jugak ajar berpuasa tapi tak ajar/practice anak untuk solat.

Yes some might says "Tak salah ajar puasa dalam umur macam tu. kena biasakan blabla"
But they are kids. They love to play all day! so they need more energy to learn and explore new activities, skills etc. to build their imagination and confidence.

I have no kids/baby but I can feel them.


She is so innocent and very smart . She is the most intelligent kid I have ever met.
Obviously I am her favorite person so she might thinks I am the coolest ever person to be friend with. Well I can be a role model or good example.And I more like her best friend.
Anyways, I think she likes me because I can be a kid. Anytime. Anywhere. I love spending time with her, I just love kids!
I always read her a story, fed her. Yes she is not my biological child but she still my baby.

I am seriously proud of her and her parents.

when I was 19. So? lain sikit dengan I yang sekarang kut Hahaha Idk.

I want her to know I'm only a phone call a way. I want to be an awesome aunt. Hehe.
There are tons stories of her and I will blog more about her later. InshaAllah.

Bye!


Friday, July 15

Aku Designer Blog


Salam all and Hi.

Today is Friday and I decided to do a review of a blog. It is Friday Review, yayyy!
The blog is AKU DESIGNER.

Since this blog is fully in Bahasa, I think I should post the review of it also in Bahasa.
Well, I'm pretty good in Bahasa what. It is my mother tongue.
So let's get started.

I suka header. Kemas, simple, tak serabut. Just niceeee and I love it I swear.

I chose his blog because:
1)  menarik, banyak info.
2)  owner blog pun friendly.
3)  I nak tolong tambahkan followers.
and banyak lagi.

As I see it, I would give 7/10.
Well nothing is perfect. The blog is nice! I suka all the tutorials. Keep it up and please update banyak lagi tutorial like How to make a brochure and whatnot. It would be fantabulous!
Sebab ramai yang perlukan tutorial macam tu. Ramai lagi yang noob and need you to be a guru. Hahaha.

So guys and girls. Go visit and follow the blog if you liked.
Boleh click dekat header or alifsamadi.blogspot.my

For any product/blog/anything you want me to do a review.
Kindly pm or reached me on nurulfarozzemohdalwi@gmail.com

Chawww lu.
Peace!


Wednesday, July 13

Handshakes.


Salam all. and Hi.

Praise be to Allah.
I hope you are doing well.

Since we are still in Shawwal so a very happy Eid ul Fitr to you and thank you for reading this blog.
We meet many people during Shawwal and families do visit each other, all the handshakes and hugs thing. Kids are running and playing here and there.

Recently, I had a rough experience. I went to my mom's hometown few days back.
Many people came to visit my grandma.

And.
There was a big family came to beraya, tanya khabar and stuff, I don't know who they are. I don't give a crap and just doing my own business.
I was sitting together with my cousins, and all of sudden, a guy (14-15 year old I think) came and he took his hands out to shake which was a little creepy. and I was like "why me?"
It looked very odd and I didn't have time to think.
I made kind of body language, a hand gestures thing to say sorry because I can't make it word correctly.


But he still want to shake.
and I feel too embarrassed and didn't know how to refuse to shake his hand. (unacceptable excuse I knew)
I'm going to be honest here. I shook hands with him, just at part of my fingers yet that was awkward.
Then I sat in my room with a little bit shocked. I feel super duper awful. Like literally. and I feel guilty about it.
I didn't know how to handle the situation.
Till his mom told us (cousins and me) that he has a little bit Down syndrome. What?!
I literally don't know because he doesn't look like he has it. Not even a bit. Idk.

It feels really weird coz yaa I don't do any physical contact with guys (who are not related) all my life.
I just want to save my hands to my future husband. Hahaha.

Well, we all make mistakes and I still strive to be better and the best.
I should be more careful after this.

yes I will.

Here is a suggestion I want to share if you are in this situation in the future when a man want to shake to greet you, we never know, it might happen in a corporate environment. kan? then you are too difficult to say sorry or don't want to hurt any person's feelings etc.
You can take out a pen and shake hands holding each side of the pen, pencil and whatnot.
Just don't be harsh.
You can try that. I forgot where I read this suggestion few years ago.

Another suggestion is you can simply placing your hands on your chest and smile.

And if you have any tips on how to handle this kind of situation, feel free to comment below or email me, don't be shy. I can blog and share it with all Muslims girls.

Till then,
bye peeps!


Sunday, July 10

Look Back & Eid Mubarak


*written on July 5

Salam all.

All praises be to Allah the Almighty, we are in the lasts day of Ramadan and he slowly walks away.
Ramadan is leaving and he might not come next year. We never know if we will ever see him again.
May Allah give us the opportunity to see the blessed Ramadan next year and accepts all our fasts this year.

Ameen.

and at the end of this blessed Ramadan, I seek forgiveness from Allah due to our faults, mistakes and all bad deeds.

It is time to look back.

One of common mistakes we did in Ramadan is skipping sahur.
Alhamdulillah, I eat sahur every single day of Ramadan except the first day of Ramadan (I barely woke up)
But some people think it is not important to eat sahur even there is barakah in taking sahur.

Well, a glass of water pun dah okay to keep you hydrated throughout the day! (if you are too lazy/sleepy/don't have anything to eat etc,)
It does not necessarily have to be a heavy meal, plus, we should not eat like there is no tomorrow. Just eat a light meal. Islam is a religion of ease.

It is worse who is not fasting if they missed sahur, maybe they are too scared to fast because they miss sahur like nothing is in their stomach so they will be too weak during the day. Lol.
Actually we have enough fat stored in our bodies to keep us going even for three days without food (unless he/she has a health problem).

and another big common mistakes is fasting with the intention to diet, especially the girls.
Fasting should only be for the sake of Allah alone.
Yes, there are few benefits of fasting in order to obey Allah.
Some of us losing weight and become healthier yet don't make it part of your intention because it comes automatically.

Fasting without praying, sleeping all day are another common mistakes.
The biggest mistake is one fasting because everybody else is fasting, he/she not fasting to obey Allah.

Keep calm.
All the mistakes can be corrected, we can make changes. No worries, nobody will gets hurt.
Have the intention to get better and avoid all these errors on the next Ramadan. May Allah allow us and all our loved ones.

credit : google

Now Ramadan is just about over, goodbye and here comes Eid Mubarak.
Eid is a joyous moment for sharing and happiness.
We dress nicely.
We show happiness.
We make sure everybody around is happy.
We recite takbeer, it is Sunnah for both men and women.

I want to wish all of my Muslim readers a very Happy Eid Mubarak!
A million thanks for your support to this blog.
May Allah bring you happiness, peace and joy.

Anyways, syaitan is back! Protect and improve yourself.

Praise be to Allah, the Lord.
Bye peeps!



Wednesday, July 6

Dresses Every Woman Should Own


Salam all.

Before beginning the post, Happy Eid Mubarak!

Okay. Lets move on.

Women's wardrobe is not complete without a dress.
There are various brands in the market which often gives you the best and latest dresses designs you could ever wish for.

For all the ladies who have no idea the must-have dresses that one should definitely own, take a look at them below. Those are certain dresses every woman should own.
If you one missing of the few, don't forget to purchase it fast and make your dress fashion wish list complete.

(1) The LBD

What's a closet without a LBD (Little Black Dress), right? Yes! We all need at least one LBD.
Whyyyyyy?
It suits every occasion and settings. Some have one while others stock up a few LBD's with different designs as it is versatile to be worn just about anywhere you go.
We can wear it with a matching purse and classic pair of black heels or colored high heels and it is great whether to work especially a corporate or elite job, parties, formal events or event dinner dates with that special someone.

(2) A Red Sexy

This is dress every woman should own and keep in their closet especially as it gives you that quick confident boost and make you feel absolutely gorgeous.
Not only that, red dresses enhances your sexy aura and when you match it with a pair of high heels and bold red lipstick. Just WOW! Nothing can ever go wrong.
This look is perfect for events and a special date night (dinner etc.)

(3) A Pastel Dress

One of the most lovely dresses you need in your closet is the Pastel dress.
For the ladies who prefer simplicity and innocence, pastel dresses will never go out of style.
Choose from the various pastel shades available from brands and pick out the ones which fir your personal style.
Pastel dress helps you bring out that feminine lady like charm to others with ease.
So be the center of attention and flaunt that look everywhere you go.
Plus, it is fun and flirty while still being very ladylike.

Do you have dresses like these in your closet?
If you don't. go out and get them.
Come on ladies. Grab it HERE.

Bye peeps!



Sunday, July 3

Blog header for byNina30 & AsyaAmin


*updated

Salam all.

Today's I want to offer, no it's more like give a blog header - to Nina who is one of my blogger friends. Yes it is free.
She was "header cantik" etc. So I was likeeee yah why not I do some charity and give her free thing. And I decided to do a some headers for her blog, let her choose which one is okay to her blog.

Creating headers was tons of fun and I really really love doing this. I hope she enjoy what I've done

I am not consider myself as a creative. You know what I mean? I don't feel I have the right skills. Hahaha. I am seriously not a Photoshop wizard or even an expert designer.
For these headers, I am not covering any topic or theme. I just want it to look simple as she is I think. Well I just want to express her personality. 

I did not make it transparent because her website is fully white as mine, so I think it would look good on a white background.
The idea for these both headers comes from I don't know.



I want to make some headers for my friend, Adda yet I look her blog is sweet enough. So I don't want to spoil it with my dang simple header.

All these headers below are for Adda. I literally want to add some colors to make it suitable for her flowery kind of blog. Here are the different styles of header:





I am so sorry I don't have the skills but I literally love to do things myself.
To Nina and Adda, choose which one is suitable for your blog and let me know.

Bye.
Ciao.