maybe some of us is a very friendly and sociable. but some are not.
i mean they dunno how to start the conversation or dunno how to befriended with somebody. etc.
and i frequently look myself. yaaa i just wanna know that i am a friendly type of person or not.
but too dismay i cant identify. hahaha. ye lah bcoz sometimes i friendly and sometimes tak.
but i always try to be friendly as much as i can.
like what has happened lately.
as you know from my previous post that i went ipg with ayah. just with ayah to take the ukcg.
and ayah told me to berdikari since im alone without ayah and mak soon so ayah wants to familiarize me with such a situation.
and i take the challenge. yes i consider it a challenge. for myself actually.
so im alone there. pergi dewan exam sensorang as i asked ayah not to accompany me. i told ayah that "its okay and im gonna be okay"
sampai dewan i take the first step what is senyum without say anything. hahaha.
and i find my target. boleh nampak tak kesungguhan aku sampai nak letak sasaran?
how to know our target? kacang goreng je. bila kita dah senyum without say anything. tengok siapa yang reply senyum with full of ikhlas. then she/he is your target.
then i came to her. if i wasnt mistaken. i hulurkan tangan to bersalam. as usual. and she asked me to sit beside her.
any i was likeeeee fuhh nasib baik sasaran aku kali ni friendly jugak. tanya sekolah mana etc.
bcoz i think im the type of person yang kalau orang tu okay and i will be okay. kalau orang tu jenis pendiam and tak banyak cakap so i wont be a talkative too. thats it. do you know what i meann? i hope you so.
bila dalam dewan and as usual kena ambik tempat. and i told her to sit there and i sit beside her.
Alhamdulillah. for physical test pun kami diletakkan dalam group yang sama. and i was like. yeah this is fate. hahaha.
so i'll try hard to be a good new friend. i banyak susahkan dia tho. haih. when i lose my ic. she said.
"jom lah lepasni kita cari sesama. kita jalan balik pergi dewan. takpe. teman lah."
she was such a very kind and good new friend to me. so caring about my ic yang hilang and everything.
and i was likeeeee. omg. baiknya. how can i reply all this to her if we wont meet again. what i love about her is she not a mengada ngada type of girl. i mean she looked lasak and yah i love it.
(nampak sangat muka penat aku. masa ni kitorang baru habis bleep test tahu takkkkkkkkkkk!)
so thank you so much and much to you my new friend. for accompany me seharian at ipg. and for layan aku dengan sangat baik. em so happy to know you. seriously. till we meet again.
so remember these steps. first. smile without say anything. bila dah jumpa target. baru angkat senjata. i mean go to her/his and do something like salam or try to say anything. get it huh?then you shall know whether tembakan korang kena sasaran or not. who knows? only you know. hahaha.
actually nak pergi ukcg tu aku sangat stress dengan pimples yang mula naik blerghhhhhhh. dengan eyebag yang memang nampak sangat aku selalu tidur lewat. haih sabar je lah.
when i told to my sista.
"aghhhh entah pape lah all these pimples time nak pergi exam nak pulak keluar. padah haritu malas nak cuci muka lah kot ni. tidur lambat. macam tak bermaya kan tengok? geram pulak kita. hmm."
"tu lah. padan mukaaaaa. maya kan lah muka kamu tu. pergi buh tomato masker ke apa. hahahahaahaha (gelak macam lawak)"
okay. salam sayang.